I don't know what I should do right now. I don't know if I'm at fault or the other way round. I don't know why im running away, avoiding you at any way I could when I shouldn't. I don't know why were all the excuses I've given seemed to be a relief to me. And I don't even know what's the reason I'm keeping this on. Maybe its me cause my feelings have faded for you or maybe it's you for not putting much effort into this. I've never felt those kinds of special sparks whenever I'm with you. We wouldn't even go out together on our special day every single month. I don't know why I'm bragging about this when I shouldn't, but I guess it's the only way I could express myself. And you know what, I've never felt taken eversince.